Frustrated
Frustrated
In isolation again. Feeling lonely and frustrated. Would actually rather be on work than here. Having two kitchens and two bathrooms in a house with seven family members and having to avoid all them is difficult.
Been fighting with BlueStacks the last four days. Since it updated the engine refused to start even if I downgraded it to previous version. Watched several youtube videos on the errors. Changed a bunch of settings and edited registry. Got it to work. Didn't touch settings: the next day it won't start again. Reinstalled everything. Got it to work actually. Didn't back up the game I actually wanted to play. Lost progress. Contacted customer support to try restoring my account. Waited for their holidays to be over. Filled 20 question survey about my lost account. Waiting on their investigation (10 days possible).
Hey: I will just start a new game, don't care if they delete it after I get my old account back. I will either have my old account or have a new save file to start from.
Nope. Game: error status, closing the game. Error explanation: time zone problem. I don't even have the option to change my time zone to Japan...! Nope. Reinstall everything. Game: nope, you are not in the right time zone, you cant play.
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Foreseeing two weeks more of communication with customer service.
COTQ Books
(I literally don't know where to put this as Eclipse has messed up my gallery links and folders so this will be in a Journal for now.)
After the extinction of humans, several humanoid species evolved as magic users and element benders appear. usage of psychic powers, telepathy, demon and beast genes spread over the world. Humanoid species use one language and one currency. there are no state borders but towns locally decide their laws unless there are agreements and contracts made with other towns to affect a certain territory. Outside of towns there are floating castles housing different demon clans that live with their own rules but often with contracts with towns bellow.
In the nature and wilderness between the humanoid towns, beast species live by the law of the strongest. These species sometimes bond with humanoids and help each other on different ways. A bond through a bonding stone benefiting both the beast and its summoner.
Novel + play style mix, events will be happening in shorter or longer scenes the whole time with a lot of dialogue and view into characters' thoughts.
Fantasy, possible mature chapters on filter, pdf form (required adobe reader or similar program to read).
INTRO AND HISTORY CHAPTERS:
https://www.deviantart.com/ladyalluvia/gallery/60574933/Intro-and-history-chapters-to-COTQ
MAPS of the COTQ world:
https://www.deviantart.com/ladyalluvia/gallery/60574916/Maps
BOOKS:
GhostOfThePast (GOTP):
BlackLight (BL):
TheGuardianWolves (TGW):
ChildrenOfSunAndMoon (COSAM):
OfFangsAndClaws
TheHeartOfIce (THOI):
Collection of EARLY books:https://www.deviantart.com/ladyalluvia/gallery/35389527/Early-COTQ-books
Sketches
I prepared 16 RockStar couples sketches. When will I finish all of that...? One sketch is two Rockstars and I usually do 1 RockStar per day and 1 day for background. That would be a month+ to finish them all.
I plan to put 4 couple on one picture, 4 of another and make the rest of the pictures as single standing ones.
Choose a option
1.) I'm going to be creative today and work on something to submit. - No, I'm just gonna be lazy today, relax and play video games- Evening. I'm gonna feel guilty for doing nothing creative today until tomorrow.
2.) I'm not even gonna try be creative today, I will just relax play video games and watch youtube. Evening: I'm going to feel guilty for doing nothing creative today.
3.) I'm going to start doing something creative and see how far I will come. - Writes three sentences of a chapter and switches to video games. - Feel guilty for not doing anything today.
4) I'm going to force myself to be creative today and and have something to submit. - Forces herself to create something. - Hates her own forced work
OC Tag
RULES:
1) Feel free to do this tag whether you've been tagged or not - but there is no pressure.
2) Answer the below questions about one OC of yours (or yourself if you're in the mood).
3) If you wish, tag 10 people with their OCs.
4) You may do this in the form of a Journal, in the comments of the Journal you've been tagged in, or you could even draw your character answering the questions - feel free to be creative!
Questions:
1) It is said that a person needs three types of hobbies: one to make them money, one to keep them in shape, and one to let them be creative. What hobbies does your OC have for each of those categories?
2) Would they rather fight one horse-sized duck or a hundred duck-sized horses?
3) Whom do they ship THEMSELVES with?
4) If your OC had a favorite Youtube channel or video, which one would it be?
5) If your OC had their brand perfume, what scent would it be?
6) Does your OC accept themselves as they are, or do they try to become someone else?
7) What thing, in their opinion, is so perfect it doesn't need any improvements?
8) What is one thing they would love to do but never had the chance?
9) What is one habit they wish to get rid of?
10) What one day has changed your OC's life the most drastically?
11) What would their theme song be?
Answering question for my tagged character Kiriel:
1) It is said that a person needs three types of hobbies: one to make them money, one to keep them in shape, and one to let them be creative. What hobbies does your OC have for each of those categories?
K:- In the job category, i work as officer in BeastLair clan. That includes paper work about the work our lower ranked emblems do and the taxes they pay to the clan. I monitor shipments for the clan, indents and their payments. I also take jobs from the guild in town sometimes. These usually include guardian services, monitoring of wild beasts and fiend areas.
In creative I like dancing and I also sometimes do beast performances in competition style. I woudl say that does keep me in shape. I like to go to the library and study history of the clans and ancient spells. Legendary guardians and history of magic as well. thanks to my personal relation to the leader of the clan I now got access to more books that were not accessible to officer ranks normally.
-2) Would they rather fight one horse-sized duck or a hundred duck-sized horses?
K:- An emblem has to be able to do both. Prevail against one enemy and prevail against multiple enemies, especially if they are not of demon kind. Choice of spells and elemental attacks is essential. One must have knowledge, quick thinking and physical skills in battle. -
3) Whom do they ship THEMSELVES with?
K:- Well... I always did like Narek NightBird. I thought working at commander rank would make him notice me but... Turns out making the first step sometimes is a simpler way.
I used to think I am not good enough for him and that I have to do everything better but...It turns out Narek is just shy about this sort of thing. I'm happy about becoming his girlfriend. -4) If your OC had a favorite Youtube channel or video, which one would it be?
K:- A channel about development of magic, spells, trap-spells, their combinations and usage. Documentaries about history also. You know some...?-
5) If your OC had their brand perfume, what scent would it be?
K:- You mean... you put a thing on you to cover your natural scent? Why would you do that? -
6) Does your OC accept themselves as they are, or do they try to become someone else?
K:- I wish, I had a ancient pwoer like legendary guardians or something similar that could make a big difference in the battle between clans... But, at the end that is probably just stupid thinking or me being greedy. I mean Narek and Raziel don't have anything like that but they are making a large difference... I don't know...
- 7) What thing, in their opinion, is so perfect it doesn't need any improvements?
K:- ... I love this dress. And flowers of any kind. And, Narek is pretty sweet. I mean I wouldn't want his to change. maybe a little bit only... regarding his pride. he si always concerned about how does other emblems see his actions but... What are we talking about again? -
8) What is one thing they would love to do but never had the chance?
K:- I want the leader rank an order everybody around! For one day only would be enough..!
-9) What is one habit they wish to get rid of?
K:- Ummm... You don't like something about me?
What is wrong...? -10) What one day has changed your OC's life the most drastically?
K:- The day my brother came back to our clan definitely!
And... me confessing to the leader. I wish I would ahve tried that sooner... But maybe sooner wouldn't be a good time...? I don't know since when did he start liking me actually....? -11) What would their theme song be?
K: - All around the world- Dj Stuey. First comes to mind. -
My questions? I will come back to that another day. I need to think about things...